Who is the one inside me?
What is good enough?
Thinking back of my BE days, I’m very clear of what I want before getting into a job – must be sth I like, must be sth I can relate with, a brand I can own. Money is not a consideration, seeing the brand I own succeed is my passion and motivation.
I left BE because I felt everything is controlled by Dr Tor, I’m just a processor of the brand I “own”.
I enjoyed CPB most but I left because of what Mr Wee had said “your pay is not even 4k?” I started to find fault and wanted to move into big MNC earning more money.
The rest is history coz I lost my fundamental reason.
Work is not me but it’s a part of me. As I grew up, I think and worry a lot more, and I get judged more. My sense of responsibility is stronger perhaps due to the growing age of my friends ard me. I get influenced easily from my surrounding.
Why can’t I just live for myself and stay single all my life? I just need to make sure I have enough to sustain – health & retirement. Actually it’s very easy right!